*What's new*

I have always come in here after a negative time and go on and on about how i am a new person, i have changed, yadda yadda, but time and time again i have always fall back to square one.. the same mess i had in my life when i started my blog is still here and the brash cocky confidence that i have never morphs into determination.

Maybe what i have finally realized is that i set too high standards for myself when i think back of my losses, when i gain weight i aim for a six-pack, when i get hurt in love i aim to be a playa again( Dnt Hate The Playa, Hate Tha Game), and although its all achievable aims its asking quite a lot to go from my pain and loss to top notch winner.. Maybe what i needed is to have moderation and smaller goals that help me get there...

Just a simple example, each time i feel i have put on weight instead of aiming for a 6-pack i should be aiming at dropping pounds, followed by keeping to my gym regime and once i have achieved each small step i work towards the next step.. Maybe if i had done that before i could have achieved a lot more...

I started this post as an indication of what i want to do and stuff but i shall fine-tune it to a post of what i hope to achieve.. I always liked running, it gave me peace of mind and just something i don't really find a hassle to do and i was hoping to try a marathon this year.. But somehow the adidas sundown run seems a bit too soon so maybe i will aim for the standard chartered run on my birthday... and aim to start running laps by then.. what say u?

I also have started my lessons for my bike, i should maintain my lessons and aim to do at least a lesson or practical per week. Not that bad considering i have three off days a week..

I have a whole ten things i want to achieve by end 2010 and as much as i want it so bad i haven been making good inroads into most of it but on the plus side i have gotten 1 done so that's ten percent so yeah at least i did something :)...

If there is anyone still out there still reading my blog, it would be nice if you could give me somethings to change or to improve on.. Thanks.